MKE Week 2 – Desire

Now we are really cooking in the Master Key Experience! Wow! It’s exciting and a bit overwhelming at the same time. What I’ve learned is our subconscious makes our decisions before we even realize it. We’ve been programmed through life on how, when, what to do properly. It has made it so we don’t think for ourselves and make own decisions and conclusions. Yes! I want to think for myself and make my own decisions.

To start beginning to think for ourselves, we need to dig deep and find what we really want out of life. Find our burning desire that gives us purpose. The deepest desires we have for life. This may seem easy, and may be for some. Yet when I started trying to think of my burning desire, I’m a bit stuck. For many years I’ve been living my life for others, to help my mother and Autistic brother. I wouldn’t change a thing, because of my love for them. To think of what “I” really want out of life is difficult to separate from living and helping others. This doesn’t mean it takes away from caring for my family; it’s to give myself my own, individual purpose. It’s exciting.

So, I’m struggling a bit figuring out, each day I’m doing my sits, clearing my mind, and allowing my burning desire to come forward. I can’t wait to see what unfolds! Stay tuned!!

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7 thoughts on “MKE Week 2 – Desire”

  1. Traci, I can understand where you are coming from. As a mom of 4, when I began the course, I too did not know what my burning desire was. It is still unfolding. but with each time through the course it is getting closer. I finally feel like I am on the right pathway. A little encouragement for you, I still manifested things I wanted on the road to finding my burning desire. I believe it was a part of the process that led to layers of the cement falling off unveiling my true purpose. Sometimes we need to chip away a little before we can find enough of our inner golden child to know what we want. We have buried it so deep by putting others ahead of us.

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    1. Thank you! You are so correct in that we have. Our true purpose so deep by putting others ahead of us. I care for my mother and my autistic brother. The course is teaching me that even though I need to help care for them, by not finding my burning desire, I’m not the best “Me” I can be which in return means, I can’t give them the best.

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